So today was one of those days where if my head wasn’t attached to my body I’m sure that I would have left it behind at home. So while getting ready for work I can’t find all of my uniform pieces (Black pants/BDU). I do find my khaki BDU’s though, so I decided to throw […]
Its the first day of Autumn, but in California that doesn’t mean that much. It was pretty much just a normal day here. The sun was out, it wasn’t too hot, and there was a slight breeze in the air. Well, now we are getting gusts off the ocean that are making the trees sway, […]
Hey everyone, I hope your Wednesday is going better than mine. I had weird dreams most of the night, which probably isn’t helping my day. I’m not really sure on what to talk about today. Its been kind of rough and upsetting. Things were said that really hurt and upset me, and so its kind […]
Hey everyone, happy Tuesday. I went to work today with the horses. My back is still sore from the weekend so I didn’t ride anyone, just lunged and hand walked. Even that stuff was kind of hard on my back. I hope that I am better for Thursday. I began my day off with Ella. […]
I’m not really sure on what to write today. So here, take the first chapter of a book I was writing years ago. Its based of one of my gaming characters, Zara. She was a vampire and one of my favorites to play. Enjoy I opened my apartment door and saw my best friend and […]
Hi everyone, happy Sunday. My day started out kind of rough. I woke up still with really bad back pain, so I called out sick and crawled back into bed and slept for a couple more hours. When I woke my boyfriend told me I should go get my back looked at since it stopped […]
So today is thank a Police Officer day (and red panda day). So thank you to all of the officers out there who do good work and your stories are never told or shared. You have a hard, thankless job which people hate you for. Thank you for being stronger than those people and helping […]
Hey everyone, its Friday. So far its been an okay kind of Friday too. I didn’t have any anxiety when I woke up this morning, which was a nice change. Almost daily I have been waking up riddled with anxiety. I got to work okay. And I was okay there for most of the day. […]
I know that I said I was going to do a blog entry every day this month, and then there I go and not do a blog yesterday. I had no inspiration, nothing really happened, and I was mentally just feeling like I was checked out. Yesterday all I really did was watch more Grey’s […]
I don’t know what is going on with me. My anxiety level when I wake up is through the roof still. There is a lot of self talk and medicine taking just to leave the apartment. I love riding horses. I love that I get paid to ride horses. But this morning I wanted nothing […]
Equine Mistress of the Dark 