People suck.

Hey everyone, I hope your Wednesday is going better than mine.

I had weird dreams most of the night, which probably isn’t helping my day.

I’m not really sure on what to talk about today. Its been kind of rough and upsetting. Things were said that really hurt and upset me, and so its kind of ruined my day. I’m trying to be strong and to let it go, but its hard. If I stop and think about what was said I just start to cry again.

I went and saw Gucci this morning and gave him his new shavings for the week. He wandered around for a little while, then noticed that there were carrots waiting in his lunch bucket, so he sneaked one while I wasn’t paying attention to him because I was too busy trying to not cry in his stall.

I went and got my watched fixed today after a little more than 2 weeks, so yay. And I wondered around the mall while I was waiting for it to get fixed. I went and made an appointment with my eye doctor because I think that I need a new prescription for my contacts. I walked into the Halloween Store Spirit, looking at costumes and make up. There was one of those things that jump out at you in a crowded spot. I knew something was going to jump out at me and try to scare me and I still jumped a little when I did it. But at least I didn’t punch it, which is sometimes my first reaction. After Spirit I wandered into Hot Topic and browsed, finding nothing too enticing that I felt that I had to get right then and there. I waddled my way into a gaming store and saw 2 key chains that I had to get.


Wall-E is one of mine and my boyfriends favorite movies. And I don’t see a lot of Wall-E stuff so when I see it I tend to grab it. Plus they are just so cute, Wall-E with those big eyes and Eve with her happy eyes and her plant symbol.

I need to do something with my day other than watch Grey’s Anatomy. Which is what I have been doing since I got home and unloaded the groceries and stuffed my face with food. Maybe I’ll go for a bike ride and listen to music and just escape that way. Or maybe I’ll dye my hair again, I want to do it before Feast of Mars next week. I don’t know, but I’m sure that once I figure out what I’m going to do I’ll write it down, or take photos. Maybe I’ll be productive and do both.

My back has been better today, I haven’t needed to take any pain pills. This is a good sign. Over the past couple of days I’ve been taking them throughout the day like clockwork; and the muscle relaxer at night time. Maybe I’ll just take the medicine tonight just to be safe so that I can ride horses tomorrow.

Just keep swimming!


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