Well its 430 am and I’m awake again. I’ve already been awake for an hour. I really wish I could just sleep through the night. That’d be great. I worked on coloring my fish for a little while when awake. He’s still coming along nicely. I’ve really grown uncomfortable in my own body lately. I’m […]
Today has been difficult. Like, on an insane level. I woke up at 5am. No reason, no obsessing thoughts, just wide awake. So I sat and colored for a while, I started the fish in new colors. After a while I turned on Sherlock: The sign of three. I was meant to work tonight, so […]
So yesterday my day was kind of weird. I couldn’t seem to settle down and was constantly on edge and full of energy. I tried walking around but it didn’t seem to do enough. So early last night I turned on my Mindfulness app and did a 15 minute meditation. As I was going through […]
2 things: 1. I’m getting really tired of waking up in the middle of the night obsessing over things. 2. GO SAN JOSE SHARKS!!! We’re going to the Stanley Cup for the first time in team history! And I’ve got to give credit to the St Louis Blues. They really came back in the 3rd […]
So remember that container I got to hold all my yarn,and how I couldn’t get it to fit under the bed? Well it found a nice new home in my closet. Not the best spot, but it’s out of the way and everything is contained. All I have to do is remove my Galls bag to […]
First off: Go San Jose Sharks! Oh my god what a game. I swear that the Blues were sleeping with the ref’s for most of the game, but we still won. 3-2 lead and the Sharks are coming home for the next game. Fingers crossed they win and then oh my god, we’d go to […]
Yesterday was really difficult. I felt that I was struggling the whole day against everything. What little self-confidence I did have suddenly plummeted. I hated the fat person staring back at me in the mirror in the clothes that wouldn’t fit properly. I felt that I was just spinning my wheels and not going anywhere. […]
So my new Kindle Fire showed up yesterday. Its only an inch bigger than my previous one (I went from a 7″ to an 8″), but the screen is so much larger. It’ll be interesting to get used to. I thought about ordering it a case with a keyboard, but I decided to be smart […]
So I finished my Wavehaven tail last night. Yay! 3 different shades and textures of blue and black. I’m happy with how it turned out. Its kind of heavy but I like how it sits and flows. I also did some coloring last night. I started on a fish. It was meant to look like […]
I have a love hate relationship when it comes to tech support. I love that they are there to help you with problems. Its something that I couldn’t do over the phone/computer. Sometimes I can barely do it in person. So thank you everyone. You are amazing and under appreciated. I hate that you have […]
Equine Mistress of the Dark 