Hey everyone, how’s it going? I went camping this weekend, that was why I was silent for so long. I’ve just been busy and dealing with things. The camping trip went okay. It was for amtgard. It was by Sacramento where it was warm. But the camp site was beautiful and by a lake. And […]

Hey ya’ll. I know I didn’t do an entry yesterday, I just didn’t feel up for one and I didn’t really do a lot besides lie on the sofa and read a few books. Well, I finished one I had started the night before, started and finished a second, and then started in on a […]

Its a Tuesday, which normally would mean riding. But this morning I woke up with what I want to call a crippling anxiety attack. It sucked. I called out  sick because I felt like I couldn’t get my self together enough to go to work. Which sucks. I was doing so well with working my […]

Hey everyone, happy Monday. I hope that you weekend was well. I worked mine and didn’t really do anything interesting after work sadly. On Saturday after work we did see Gucci after work, which was nice. I think that both of us needed it. I needed to visit him for grounding myself and making myself […]

Hey everyone, I know its been a while since my last entry. Over a week in fact. Its just that I wasn’t sure what to blog about. I know that I keep saying that I do this for me and I don’t care what other people thing or say, but part of me does. And […]

Hey all, its Thursday, so we all know what that means: Horse riding! When I pulled up to the barn I saw a little barn cat (I don’t know his name) but he was very nice and came up to great me once I left the truck but before I had gotten all of my […]

Hi everyone. How is your day going? Mine is a little weird. I’ve kind of been in a funk all week and today isn’t any different. I woke up and did not want to leave the bed. The nice, warm, snuggly bed. I was bad and lied in bed as the little ball of anxiety […]

Hi everyone, and happy Tuesday. I don’t know how this blog is going to go. I have the horses to talk about, as usual, but I’ve been off for the past couple of days, so I might try and talk  about them to get them out of my head. So last night after my boyfriend […]

Hey everyone! I know that today is Monday and that I didn’t log any entries over the weekend, but I still have notes/a rough draft. I got kind of bored at work and so I wrote out what I wanted to say. So here goes. Saturday Since today is Saturday I worked my security job […]

Its Friday! Yay! Well, kind of yay. I mean, I lost my Friday shift at my security job, but I was able to pick up a shift at the stables today, so I guess it works out. It kept me out of trouble for a while at least. Today I got to ride a new […]